OwnWorseEnemy

I HAD TO LEAVE HIM, I WALKED AWAY
HE JUST COULDN’T SEE ME, SO I COULDN’T STAY
I MEAN I KNEW IT WASN’T ME, I KNEW THAT I WAS RIGHT
I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT I SAW WHEN I LOOKED INTO HIS EYES
THE REFLECTION OF A WOMAN, SUPPOSEDLY ME
BROWN SKINNED, THIN, FABULOUS SHE
WITH NATURAL FLOWING HAIR
KISSING THE MOUNDS OF THE PERKIEST BREAST
EVER TO RIDE ATOP A FLATTENED MIDDLE
LEADING A PATHWAY TO AN ASS SOOO PERFECT…
HE JUST COULDN’T HELP BUT TO STARE
BUT THAT WASN’T ME BY A LONG SHOT
ME, FLAWED BEYOND THAT KINDA BEAUTY
BUT BEAUTIFUL, STILL
HE JUST SAW ME DIFFERENTLY FROM WHAT WAS REAL
I DIDN’T KNOW WHETHER IT WAS FLATTERY OR DEFEAT
I JUST KNEW THAT SHE WASN’T ME
BUT MAYBE WHO HE WISHED ME TO BE…
WHEN I LOOKED INTO HIS EYES
I HAD TO LEAVE HIM, ALTHOUGH HE PROTESTED
SAID THAT I WAS DELUSIONAL, THAT’S WHAT HE DETECTED
BECAUSE HE LOVED ME AND EVERYTHING ABOUT ME
AND WHAT I THOUGHT OF AS FLAWED WAS PERFECTED BEAUTY
BUT, ALL I SAW WAS HER
AND THAT GORGEOUS LITTLE FRAME
BEING SEEN BY MY MAN, BEING CALLED BY MY NAME
AND I JUST COULDN’T UNDERSTAND, COULDN’T FIGURE IT OUT
HOW HE HELD ME THE WAY HE DID IF HE HAD SO MUCH DOUBT
THEN IT DAWNED ON ME, FINALLY I REALIZED
THAT THE PERSON I SAW WHEN I LOOKED INTO HIS EYES
WAS THE REFLECTION OF SOMEONE THAT I WANTED TO BE
IT WAS ME WHO WAS DISSATISFIED WITH ME
BLAMING HIM FOR MY INSECURITY
WHEN ALL ALONG, HE WAS HAPPY WITH ALL OF ME
NOW IT’S TOO LATE, I JUST HAD TO SAY GOOD-BYE
AND THE ONLY EYES I HAVE TO LOOK INTO ARE MINE
WITH A DISTORTED VIEW…
BECAUSE ALL I DO NOW IS CRY
I LOOK INTO THE MIRROR AFTER THE TEARS DRY
AND ALL I SEE IS ME…DEFEATED BY MY VERY OWN DEVICE
AND I’LL NEVER KNOW WHAT HE TRULY SAW WHEN
HE LOOKED INTO MY EYES






LADIES WHILE THIS MAY BE THE VIEW YOU HAVE OF YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU LACK ESTEEM.




YOUR MAN IS SEEING THIS IN HIS MIND



YOUR MAN IS SEEING THIS IN HIS MIND
WHY IS HE BEING PUNISHED BECAUSE YOU ARE INSECURE